
I was there
I was there.
Was finally at the doorway with my arm stretched out with my hand out.
I could feel the sun and all of its warmth.
See the rays of sunshine on my skin.
My shadow dance below me as I stretched my fingers.
A few more steps and I could feel the warmth of it all on my face.
Let it welcome me and kiss my skin.
I was there.
Retreated back to where I feel safe.
The sun left a burn in its place.
Another scar to add to the others.
Marked and reminded to protect my space.
Finding solace in the darkness.
But I was there.
Don’t say I didn’t try.
I stood there for quite a while.
Quietly waiting.
I was there.
I just couldn’t stay.
It brought me too much pain.