No Sleep In Sight

It is currently 4:16 AM, but I have been awake since 1:46 AM. This is a typical night, well morning, for me. I will fall asleep for about four hours at night and then wake up and can’t go back to sleep till hours later. I am a little tired, but I am not completely exhausted. I do know that when I finally have to get up and get ready for work I will be exhausted. When 3:00 PM hits I will be on the verge of keeping myself from crawling under my desk to take a nap. My sleeping schedule has been messing with me lately. I am either going to bed late because I fell asleep earlier in the day or I’m knocking out early because I barely slept. Either way it goes, I can’t sleep when I need to be asleep.

My exhaustion makes me dread going into work because I can’t get much done when I’m tired and therefore it makes the job even more stressful than it already is. Last week Friday I was so tired and ready to go home when 3:45 PM hit I somehow managed to doze off while using the bathroom. That’s how tired I was. (I’m screaming haha) A quick visit to the bathroom to pee and play on my phone while doing my business lead to me getting comfortable and dozing off for about three minutes. I heard a knock at the door and woke up. I think that is by far the funniest thing that has ever happened to me. I had the markings from my jeans on the side of my cheek. I really passed out. If you guys could have saw me. It was hilarious. I told my best friend and my coworkers and had them all laughing.

I really need to work on my sleeping schedule or I am going to continue to be miserable. I spent my whole weekend sleeping and yet here I am somewhat awake and knowing that in four hours I will be completely miserable once again. I have got to get it together. I understand “real hustlers don’t sleep, we take long blinks and get this money,” but your girl is tired. A blink can’t fix this honey.